how the hell did I mess it up so fucking quickly? and is it even my fault? i think not. she's acting differently. I don't like it. she doesn't seem happy to talk to me, she doesn't seem the way she did when she was around be before. it's like she's lost feelings for me again for no reason.

i dont like it. and it's frustrating the hell out of me. I don't want to be frustrated by her! why can't it just be like the way it was!!